Stings? It’s a Good Sign
“Let everything happen to you: beauty and terror.
Just keep going. No feeling is final..”
Rainer Maria Rilke
I don’t recall where I stumbled upon this quote, but I discovered it in my digital notes as a potential topic for another blog. I fell in love with this passage from the very first reading. It touches on so many aspects of life and wisdom that I’ve only truly grasped after more than 30 years of living. What’s even more remarkable is that the author encapsulated it in just three sentences. What could be more relevant in our fast-paced world than 15 seconds of poetry that can change your perspective on life? Many of us claim we don’t have time to read books, but anyone can spare 15 seconds to read these lines. If one takes a moment to reflect, they won’t regret it.
Every day, I observe people chasing pleasures and avoiding discomfort and unpleasant situations. While this may seem like a logical approach, it’s a flawed utopian dream. If we never experience sadness, we’ll struggle to appreciate happiness. Without knowing loss, we can’t truly understand gain. It’s a bit like someone describing a delicious dish in vivid detail, but we can’t fully comprehend it until we taste it ourselves. It might turn out to be different from our expectations, leading to disappointment or even surprise at how much better it tastes. We won’t know until we try.
My mother comes from a very small village called Mosty in the Świętokrzyskie Mountains. Most of my childhood and teenage years were spent there during school breaks. The village was home to around 30 inhabitants, nestled in a valley, surrounded by forests on both sides. A bus carrying essential supplies would arrive once a day, and sometimes, once every two days. The nearest shop was a 5-kilometer trek on foot. Only one village resident owned a car, the village administrator had horses, and the rest had one bicycle per farm, reserved for urgent trips. We were completely cut off from the outside world.
Due to my parents’ habit of taking me to my grandparents whenever possible and leaving me there until it was time to return to school, I spent many isolated moments in Mosty. In the initial week of my stay, I often found myself missing my parents, television (a rare luxury, since hardly anyone had a TV, and electricity was intermittent), my friends and colleagues from the neighborhood, and even something as simple as drinking a Coca Cola. As the weeks progressed, my longing transformed into curiosity about new experiences, the joy of caring for animals, and helping my grandfather work in the fields. I discovered that I was having genuinely happy moments there.
After several weeks, everything started to look the same, and boredom set in. Frustration took hold as I grew impatient, resenting the fact that my mother hadn’t come to pick me up yet, and I felt trapped with no way of returning. However, when my parents eventually did come to get me, I didn’t want to leave. I had grown deeply attached to the place and the way of life.
Upon returning to our house in Lodz, everything felt foreign. I missed Mosty, my grandfather, the animals, the silence, and the freedom to do as I pleased, something the countryside allowed. As you can see, each of these feelings was intense and transient. When I reflect on that period of my life, I wish I had cherished it more and paid greater attention to every detail with mindfulness. I recognize this now, as my grandfather has passed away, my grandmother resides with my uncle in another village, and the farm where I grew up belongs to someone else, having undergone changes and partial demolition.
Last year, I found myself near Kielce and decided to make a detour to at least cross the village of my childhood. The sight was heart-wrenching. I hardly recognized the place. I drove along an asphalt road flanked by new houses and new residents, with a massive white sand mine in place. My heart ached, and I felt a profound sense of loss, regret, and the realization that I had underestimated those moments, assuming they would last forever. How wrong I was.
When I met my husband many years ago, we were deeply in love with each other. We loved passionately and argued as if the world was on the brink of destruction. During that time, everything felt absolute and so intense that we couldn’t fathom anything different, or think rationally. Now, that feeling is nowhere to be found. It’s been replaced by a more mature, steady, and enduring love. Back then, it seemed almost impossible to imagine ever not feeling what I was feeling. Looking back, my certainty appears rather absurd.
As you can discern from my two life examples, nothing lasts indefinitely, even when it seems like it will. Life continues to progress, regardless of our preferences. When we grasp the concept that ‘everything flows,’ we can take charge of our own lives. Even if we do nothing, change will persist. People will depart, governments will change, workplaces will cease to function, and new opportunities will arise. Families will diminish as members pass away, but new additions will also be born. If we don’t hinder it, perhaps it’s worth charting the path we desire for our lives rather than merely existing and allowing everything to happen.
If you’re currently feeling down, anxious, and uncertain because the future remains unclear, try looking at it from a different perspective. The notion that everything is transient and no feeling is permanent carries with it hope and the promise of an intriguing journey throughout our time on Earth. Put simply, if you’re in a challenging situation right now, life isn’t unfolding as you wish, you’re experiencing sadness, or facing financial struggles, remember that it will pass. Someday, the sorrow and distress will subside, and you’ll have a more comfortable life, surrounded by family and friends. The essential element here is the magical word ‘someday,’ a timeframe that depends solely on you.
What do you do with "now" to find your "someday"?
Organize your life.
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